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RIGHT NOW..
I hate life. I hate EVERYTHING.
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[September 17th|12.45am] |
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UGH. Man, it's like no one wants me to be fucking happy. Shit. I admit, I'm HAPPY with Ruben. I always have this smile when I'm with him. but nooo.. everyone just has to stop fucking talking to me just cause Jacob's going around telling people how he misses me. BS. Fucking frustrated right now!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lately every time I'm around Jacob, I get gloomy. and I don't fucking want that. I'm sorry if it's so bad to want to be happy.
gawd, I hate life.
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[August 20th|1.53am] |
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erh. Summer is ALMOST over & I'm quite sad. Wow, this was the best summer ever besides the fact Dazzi and Meg had to move ALL THE WAY to Yucaipa T__T But I'm so not ready for school. I only have H.English, ha. Most likely I'll be put into H. Biology, but idk about H.Algebra II, I won't get all butt hurt if I don't get into Mrs. Robinson's class though. Math isn't one of my strong points. Darn you Mathematics! Darn you.
Well, I have
Period 1- [Biology] Star-Burns
Period 2- [Algebra II] Hunter
Period 3- [Latin II] Hind <-- omgawd, I wonder how that's going to turn out T___T
Period 4- [Band] Berry
Period 5- [H.English] Givens
Period 6- [World History,no AP..YAY!] Donnelly,S
I probably won't know anyone in Algebra II but that's how I get to meet new peoples INCLUDING my Asian emo gay guy best friend! yeah!
first period I think I have Natalie with me
second period I'm alone
third period I have Vivian, Jacob, Qasid, and EVERYONE! it's going to be great except for the Mr. Hind part T___T
fourth period, well duh. I have friends in there :]
fifth period I have Vivian, Natalie, Jacob, Milton, Qasid...and everyone else. yep!
and for sixth period... I have no idea who I have it with// but that means there's more of a chance that I get to meet my Asian emo gay guy best friend! yeah!
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[August 5th|11.56pm] |
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Today was good. Milton and Jacob came over. Jacob and I fell asleep while Milton tried playing guitar hero left handed. ha. Then we went to starbucks, then Jacob's house. yep.
I'm getting fat. >_<
I blame the pizzas.
..damn pizzas
:]
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[August 2nd|10.59pm] |
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Jacob and I... are back together! gawd, this was the longest week of my life. buuuuuut, now I'm super happy and eating cheese! erhhh. my farts smell fucking gross! >_<
well, hmmm.. yay! :]
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[August 1st|6.10pm] |
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I keep calling him my boyfriend..
shit.
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[July 23rd|2.18am] |
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My summer is just GREAT.
TWO more days til I'm fifteen.
Yay? :]
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[July 16th|11.54am] |
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erh. why can't my mother be kewl? gawd.. right now I'd give up myspace, starbucks, AND checking out hawt emo kids just to moved out and be somewhere happier than this shit hole of a so called home. THAT'S HOW BAD I HATE IT. and it's all because of one bitchy ass tramp aka lady bitch aka my mother. man. I swear, the reason why I was having such a great summer was because I was away from HER! I think I'd rather live with my dad..ahhh
well, for every person I meet, there's always bad things and good things
Let's start with the good things shall we?
GOOD:
-washes my clothes
-gives me $20 a week
-pushes me to do my best
BAD:
-stubborn
-not understanding
-believes her patients over her own daughter
-get bitchy for no reason at all
-thinks she can kick my ass
there's more reasons. but I'm too tired to name them. but can't you see there's more bad than good? And sad to say, but I don't think I even really love my mother. SERIOUSLY. if she died, I'd come to the funeral but I'd wear red or some shit like that with no black, amazing huh? :]
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[July 14th|12.23am] |
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ahhh. during the day.. when I'm with my friends, I'm usually distracted and having lots of fun with my friends..
but then in the middle of the night. I think of that things that been bothering me.
so my mood switches often, and I hate it.
ugh
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[July 13th|12.00am] |
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tomorrow or should I say "today" I'munna have to wake up at 7 am just to go running with Dazzi. argh. and I can't sleep right now =/ so I'll probably only get like 3 hours of sleep, but oh well. oh and I'm excited about going to the beach on Sunday! woo :D and Jacob might call meh tomorrow, so yay! :]
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[July 11th|3.18pm] |
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Jebus, Dazzi is annoying when she wakes me up in the morning! Like she does it when I don't sleep til like 4 or 5 am. See.. Vivian, when she does it..it's fine because she doesn't annoy me when she calls. haahah. gawd, Dazzi smells :]
well plans for today are:
-park (the one on Oaks st.)
-Movies; HARRY POTTER! woo :D
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[July 10th|9.08pm] |
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15 more days!
just 15 til I'm 15. ohhhh that shit is tight. :]
well.. here's my interesting conversation with Peyton
jericaxrocks: brb. gotta poo :]
vivianvegetarian: k
vivianvegetarian: wait
vivianvegetarian: wait
vivianvegetarian: wait
vivianvegetarian: wait
vivianvegetarian: wait
vivianvegetarian: nvm
vivianvegetarian: that's grosse
vivianvegetarian: tell me what they look like
vivianvegetarian: so i can google it
vivianvegetarian: see if you're healthy
vivianvegetarian: iono
jericaxrocks: back
jericaxrocks: lmao
jericaxrocks: it was just a fart
jericaxrocks: T___T
vivianvegetarian: oh
vivianvegetarian: awww...
vivianvegetarian: nxt time
jericaxrocks: ok...
jericaxrocks: o_o
vivianvegetarian: -idea!-
vivianvegetarian: take a pic!
vivianvegetarian: no wait
vivianvegetarian: nvm
vivianvegetarian: that's grosse
vivianvegetarian: oooo
vivianvegetarian: imma post a bulletin w/ pictures of the weirdest poo ever
vivianvegetarian: there was this green one
jericaxrocks: lmao
vivianvegetarian: that i thought was seaweed
jericaxrocks: ewh
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[July 10th|12.40am] |
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-Margarita Abuel
-Dazore Bradford
-Matthew Williams
-Larry Vazquez
-Milton Salazar
-Vivian Duong
-Jacob Talamantes
-Jose Lopez
-Maxzene Bradford
-Robert Nguyen
-Andrew Hernandez
-Kennith Hernandez
-Andrew Apodaca
-Anne Nguyen
-Qasid Sadiq
-Giovanni Gong
-Bonnie Drake
-Alec Tagami
-Reyna Espinal
-Jennifer Schmidt
-Kimberly Astorga
-Ryan Valdez
-Robert Martinez
-Robert Diaz
-Rosangela Altamirano
-Gabrielle Ciorlieri
-Natalie Zamora
-Aimee Gonzales
-Edgar Gomez
-Andrew Cha --can't spell the rest :P
-Ruben Alaniz
-Richard Sahagun
-Sarah Erhardt
-Edward Manriquez
-Peter Tran
...now Vivian, since you're the only one who reads my blog (and not a pedophile) who'd I forget?
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[July 10th|12.34am] |
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today..
I woke up around 1:45.. then went on myspizzle,
I myspaced til x-country.
before x-country, I fought Ruben for Rosy. and I won :]
then at cross country, I ran to Holt because I had to.
it felt great! Vivian got my endorphines (however the fuck you spell it) to make me like running.
amazing huh? :]
I love cross country<3
fer shizzle.
today was pretty chill. oh yes.
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[July 8th|7.03pm] |
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whoaa. I haven't written in awhile, I've been having a lot of fucking fun! woo. I love summer. tomorrow's cross country practice.. Idk if I'munna run to Holt. .,.maybe if I have enough energy. 17 MORE DAYS TIL I TURN 15, YAYYYY! Yesterday was Rosy's party.. I almost killed a kid when I was hitting the pinata (however the fudge you spell it.) I should have one for my b-day! but I probably won't be able to hit it. hahah, I said "hit it" get it? well, I'munna go back to my myspizzle world now. byee
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[July 3rd|8.11pm] |
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eh. I ran to mission today, I wanted to run to Holt but I was seriously dehydrated.. so yeah. Afterwards, Edgar and I were going to get starbucks, but yeah.. we didn't want the calories back in our bodies.. even though I ate pizza with ranch when I came home. Dazzi is taking Andy (her guitar hero guitar) back home..and I'm sad. Meg and Dazzi are getting me the wireless one on my b-day! yay! I can't go see Transformers again this week because I'munna buy Rosy's b-day present and make her a giant card! yaaaaaay! but I won't say what it is, just in case she reads this, which she probably doesn't. only Vivian reads my livejournal.. well, at least I think she's the only person. haha, I miss Anthony's blogs.. I liked reading them. I miss Matt the mofo. :(
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[July 3rd|12.43pm] |
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hmm, I noticed that my legs aren't as fat as they used to be. hahaha
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[July 3rd|8.00am] |
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gee, I woke up early today... like at 6:30-ish. erhhh.
I want to sleep, but I can't. :(
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[July 3rd|1.09am] |
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today was fun, to the shizzle in my nizzle. fer sure.
I had starbucks! bwahahahaha!
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